When I Lost My Voice. My Story Of Living With A Chronic Illness.

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When I Lost My Voice.

Ladies and Gentlemen, from time to time I will touch on my story of living with an invisible illness.  I told my story on Youtube so many of you know about my illness.  It is such a struggle to have to live with pain and suffering from day to day. 

 Today I am honestly in a depressed state because I am tired of the preparation, inability to live a normal life, the judgment from healthy people, and the life that I lived prior to being diagnosed with this illness.  For those who do not know, I have Congestive Heart Failure, Diabetes, COPD, and Asthma.

Normally, I try to be upbeat about my illness and pretend that I am normal but normal is what I will never be because of what being ill has stolen away from me.  I have lost precious moments, time that I cannot get back.

  I have to plan my medications for the day, preparing in advance for outings because I am on water pills and that can be a problem because you may not be close to public bathroom facilities.

Being ill will take a toll on you financially because you always have to think before buying anything and even though I plan everything, sometimes I want to be spontaneous. I am going on a family trip very soon and I am terrified because of all the advance planning that I will have to encounter.  The meals that I will not be able to enjoy like everyone else, the lines of people waiting to go into the lady's room.

I have lost my freedom to live the life that I wanted for myself, the opportunities that I have dreamed of. Being thankful for another day is my prayer and will never give up my faith but being ill is no walk in the park, it is a sentence that can never be acquitted.   

I would like to review your products

Hello, Ladies and Gentlemen.  I am a product reviewer and I have done reviews on my YouTube Channel right here  and I am interested in trying some new products.

 I am a personal care product fanatic and would love to show your products on my blog and YouTube channel as well.

 Interested in working with companies small and large.  You would have to send me your complimentary product and I will do the review.

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Reviews I have done on YouTube:

I have done a lot more reviews, so please visit my YouTube channel to see them all.

How To Find A Financial Mentor.

Finding a financial mentor is very important to learn how to make money and to keep the money.  Below are videos regarding this subject.  It is very important especially if you have lived in poverty.

Resources for people with disabilities

There are so many people who are sick and disabled and sometimes it is hard to work and keep a job, but many really want to work.  I am sharing these video's to give information and help you to formulate some ideas.  Also, there is protection in place for those of us who are disabled.

People who went broke after becoming a millionaire.

There are so many people who were wealthy at one time and they are now living in poverty. This is a lesson to us all to learn how to manage the money that we have so we can create or maintain wealth.

Beauty Haul !

This is one of my favorite YouTubers and her name is Darkberry32.  She does a lot of hauls, vlogs, and shopping on a budget.  This lady is fabulous and I just love her channel and I am sure that you will also.  Go and check her out!

Are Generational Curses Holding You Back? (Commentary)

Generational curses are words that we usually hear from the preacher of the local church.  Some people don't know exactly what it means so I will include a definition here: Generational curses are traits or characteristics that are carried from generation to generation. In my opinion, they are usually negative. You will find some families that followed the same path in life such as; crime, a familial circumstance in regards to unplanned pregnancy, unemployment and the inability to move forward in a positive light.

I have my own generational curses that I am trying to combat.  Changing my thought patterns and negative thinking is something that has been a hard habit to break.  Learning to change the negative words that come out of my mouth is an uphill battle but with practice, I am surely learning and seeing some positive changes.

When you are changing, people will take your change as an insult to them or they will think that you think you are better than everybody.  My plan in life is to continue surrounding myself with positive people so we can learn and grow and help each other in our endeavors towards success.

I have even noticed that my manner of speech is learned from my environment and I don't completely count that as a negative thing but it is good to learn how to communicate with not only people from your neighborhood but the world in general.  In order to grow, you will have to do things that you are not comfortable with.

I will never change anything about myself to satisfy the masses but when you feel that change is in order, that is the green light to bring positive and satisfying changes into your life.  It will not happen overnight.  You do not even have to discuss this with anyone because there will be people who will oppose you at every turn.

When you decide to break generational curses people will not be happy with you and you may have to separate yourself and going forward alone will be very uncomfortable but the outcome will truly be better than the test.

I have separated myself from many of my friends from the past because they could not accept me and they were still doing the same negative things that they were doing twenty years ago.

Think about some of the generational curses that you would like to banish from your life and I assure you that positive changes will appear.